feeling rather depressed after yet another dozen
mental bruises. seems to me like there is only
control in these characters` minds. read
yesterdays tweets from zelda williams. made
me think a little & boo hoo hoo`ed inside
regarding my pain, hers & others pains as well.
i strongly suggest that the crew of the trueman
show give me a call, or a goodbye call. this has
been a pain in the arse for years. my romantic
section in my life is empty, i am without
feelings mostly & cannot feel much in my body.
sexuality has been ruined by it for years.
i can barely think. the daydreams are gone.
much for you here babylon, mr. policeman.
as usual there are predators when it come to
that line. we aint feeding them chocolate,
or starfish, that`s for sure. i wonder if my
miserable self ever will stand up & knock
someone down for my pains, or if i shall act on
nicely & pretend that death is my saviour.
though my psyche is high, i really hate some
things about the truman show.
hello to king diamond, røyksopp, garbage,
depeche mode, yello & saint etienne for fruit
injections earlier in my life, that made me
stand on my feet.
other then that
here comes the sweet girl of the moment list.
-åge / harlequins enigma 13.10.2014